ian.Tam

Meaning of Family?

June 11, 2008 - 1:30 pm - Posted by cereal87

What’s the use of having a family, when you can’t give love or get love? Everything revolves around money. Sacrifices are made for bringing the money back to home, meeting the end needs. But in the process, money has rooted evil, evil has blanketed this family. It does really reflect this world is materialistic. Almost everything is being exchanged with monetary value, whenever applicable, whenever possible.

I appreciate, I respect, I admire all the sacrifices done. But what had happened to the road down? I cannot stand a day more to see all these happening. You can stab me repetitively, you can let me bleed slowly to death, you can skin me off to let me be in pain, but all these pain is much more lesser than seeing almost everything around me falling apart. I shall choose the path least traveled, not knowing the world at the other end, to live in solitude, enduring all the never ending agony alone. With this, Being ian.Tam is dead.

GOODBYE my world. May the memories of Being ian.Tam be the flowers and sun shines of a heart broken into thousand of pieces, hiding behind it.

ROAD LESS TRAVELED

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth

Then took the other as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet, knowing how way leads onto way
I doubted if I should ever come back

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence
Two roads diverged in a wood
And I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference

<<Robert Frost>>

At least, I hope I will make a difference. Once again, Being ian.Tam has reached the end of its chapter.

May I now rest my head, closes my eyes and let myself be drifted away with all the sweet memories that was left for me.

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Have I overspent?

June 2, 2008 - 10:51 pm - Posted by cereal87

All this while, I keep track of my expenditure. Even down to the single cent. It has become a habit to me. But somehow, somewhere, RM1250 is floating around in my balance check, no where to be found. On ptptn statement, they already paid me RM5250. But up to date, I only have RM4k the student financial kiosk statement. If the balance were banked in to my account, I would have informed my dad, make a note on it. But it so happen, I didn’t do it this time. Have I overspent, or did ptptn owe me money? It is no small amount.

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