I quit ENGSOC
Posted on September 21, 2006 at 4:20 am by cereal87
sum1 fucked me upside down twice… oh my god… so stupid 2 repeat d same mistake twice… i wont do it trice…. dowan 2 comment much… i will jst take all d blame…. here’s a msg to those who concerned 2 read
yes… u read the topic correctly…. i hv told jon… i quit… i think i hv stated my reason…. undiplomacy goes 2 d extend i cant tolerate.
i knoe u all will think i am dis asshole, jst main lepas tangan on everything. blame me… i dun care. im more than willing to take d blame. yes… u may think this guy try 2 sound noble by taking all this blame… if i can read ur mind, im not being noble… i will owez b an asshole in ur life if u owez bitch my life… sorry for the harsh words…
1 final word, if u all think i go hairwire n termiate myself coz im 2 emotional, yes… im emotional, but i hv been fucked twice… im idiot 2 hear d advise, every prblm has a solution… wat for solve d prblm and turn me upside down again? my solution is keep out from my life n stop offering me solutions… i knoe some of u might think im a noob or 2 proud… go ahead n think like that if that will make u happy….
if u r puzzled n confused and mayb u dunno wat happen, ignore all the above remarks…. u jst need 2 knoe… i QUIT ENGSOC… i dont roll with u guys anymore….
sorry for bithin out here… i knoe its so unprofessinal… but most of u r not dealing d business professionally oso….
p.s. u will need more than effort 2 talk me out of this situation… no point sending my friends… omg… do i actually hv ppl who consider me as their friends…??? fuck me upside down… hell i care… i dah cukup bermuka2… enough being a nice sabahan…
thanks for putting me in all this siuation n give trust 2 me 2 handle d responsiblilities… and yes… by quiting i jst fucked almost every1… wat more than 1 word i can say??? sorry??? its so standard… omg… life suddenly feels so predictable…
i knoe at this point u all will think this guy trying 2 sound smart…. yes i am… i try 2 sound smart… u hv prblm with me??? im smart coz u r in my game… i hv expected sum1 will try 2 figure out 2 replace me so d same shit wont happen again…
thanks for all the ‘cooperations’ i get all this while
signing off
Ian
-Uh… not so ordinary director-






















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October 1st, 2006 at 7:30 pm
Dear Ian,
Well, i’m not sure what’s happening, but leaving without stating clearly the reasons to the council isn’t a good idea at all. Moreover, i believe most Engsoc Council member not really understand the actual meaning of ur reason, “lack of diplomacy”.(Even we checked the dictionary) At least, could you please kindly tell us directly what’s our wrong doings so that we could apologize and correct ourselves on that instead of being confused? AT least come to meeting and tell us the matter which angers u before u leave. I know that it will be hard on you, but for the benefit of ENGSOC(not engsoc council), for the benefit of MMU, please help to improve us.
regards,
ying fei
E-week director